sucks.
be prepared for a very low-spirited entry
holidays nearly over..have to go back to school and be depressed all year. no drawing, painting or creativity of any sort
social pressure, stupid anxiety attacks over little things, being hated, being degraded, living a lie, hating myself on the inside and out, crying everyday,wishing i had someone who understands, putting up with a mother who is impossible. anything i missed?
on the up-side, i'm leaving after this year so let's hope it gets better once i'm in the "real world"
that doesn't make me feel any better though, knowing that it's a long, long way off. let's hope i can just make it